There can be only one first post …. What shall i write here that when i look back years from now (hopefully) it will be the one that i will feel from where ‘things’ started to take a different path …

One would say, looking at my life from a side that i have lived a successful life. Maybe … maybe not … It is all a matter of perstpective you apply … We all have different optics. We sometimes argue about particular color … wouldn’t life path be any different ….

For many they would consider things like great family, great job, being able to travel the world as attributes of success, or luck, or hard work.

However att the moment of writing this i feel … empty … I am not sure why i am here. What caused that? Why do i feel like that? Can i do anything to change it?

Sadhguru says that we are ‘products’ or our inner engineering. Many other people share very similar thoughts, just to name few: Napoleon Hill, Joe Dispenza, Tony Robbins etc etc ..

IF that is the case then my inner engineering is broken. Over the years i have tried many things. I was obsessed with sports (training for Ironman or ultra marathon,), i was deeply engaged into the work i was doing (30-40% time on the road) and many other things. But those actions I took led only to some temporary healing … after some time i felt empty again.

So … here i am … 46 year old male tryging to find myself. I am embarking on the Isha/Sadhguru journey. There is something in there that draws me to it. Is it the excitement of the unknown? Is it because i have some sort of affection to India?

I do not know … but i know that i need some guidance. I do not get it from local church, i am deep in my thoughts feeling lost….

This might be very personal … I am writing it for myself and maybe other who might get inspired to see that someone like me made a change!

Lets go …